Hijrah

Bismillah and Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, since I already got my mid-year results im forcing myself to build up back my walls & improve myself to be a new called 'Hidayah'. Everyone can say 'ish hidayah tu berangan je dalam kelas or nama je kelas bijak tapi result teruk' well, tbh I am ashame of myself. Shame you hidayah shame shame. I 100% blame this to myself because this is all is my fault. I can say that all my classmates received a good results congratulation guys! you all did well. I am not saying that i didnt study or what so ever, i did study but i think there's something wrong with me. Maybe less of dua' or not having good relationship with Allah, family & parents. To those, who hate me i beg you to forgive me, so that i dont live in guilty. I am sorry with all that i've done :)

Yes,i was happy with the way things were. I enjoyed my life to fullest now. I WAS BEING ME. As I pictured myself, I thought about how carefree,euphoric and blessed I was. Reflecting myself now, i know i have been receiving God's blessings one after another. Alhamdulillah. But, I was wondering how could I feel not as happy or at least full as before? I am trying. Pushing Myself Beyond The Limit. People dont have to go with my flow, just accept me as I am. I wont bite you I promise.

Allah promised that He will never set a person to obstacles which he cannot face.

I hold on to that.

Man Jadda Wa Jadda!

Gambate!

Berusahaaaaaa!

Dear Diary,

Hi and hello! sometimes life seems unfair towards us. Sometimes we hate the fact that everyone is leaving us one by one. We hate to see someone we love, love another person. We cant see people got better grade than you. We cried when others pushed you to do something or we cant do what others can do. We fall when we're lack of confidence and its make you so down & thinking of wanna curse everyone or commit suicide because of too tired of life, dramas & etc.........

So life is unpredictable. We gotta be prepare & strong to go through of all the happy moments & sad moments.What is life if we only get through the happy thing? bad things, dramas, conflicts, up & down of someone makes you a better person. So here I am writing in my blog just to express what I feel not to impress people with what I wrote.

April, I surrender up! Wishing May comes with some bless and happiness *^^*